So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. For I am the Lord your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear I will help you.Isaiah 41:10, 13
2009 began last year with us finding out that our prayers were answered and we were going to be blessed with a child. Shortly after that there was shock and awe when we discovered we were having twins. TWINS! And far too early, we got to meet our beautiful baby boys and our world was forever changed. 2009 has been a very challenging year for our family. What I have come to realize, though, is that God is the God of our challenges just as He is the God of our triumphs. When the babies were in the NICU I used to read this scripture to them before I left for the evening. These words were for me just as much as they were for the Peas. This was one of the scriptures that got me through the most difficult time of my life thus far. God came into that NICU and showed me that He could bless right then and there. Despite the scary sights, sounds, alarms, sickness, and even death, God was still God. I watched Him uphold our children with His righteous right hand and protect their tiny little bodies from the biggest and scariest hurdles that they faced because of their prematurity. I saw Him help us be strong and endure and believe. So despite its challenges, 2009 was a great year. I feel blessed that God chose me to be the mommy of these awesome miracles of His creation. I'm blessed to be the wife of a true man of God. And I am blessed to be able to share our family's testimony with friends, family, Internet friends, and even complete strangers through this blog. 2009 was a great year indeed.
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There's nothing fancy about these pictures of Ryan and Evan. There are no props, poses, and cute little outfits. I took these shots tonight before I got them dressed for bed and they were full of drool and their diapers were wet and they melted my heart just the same. These pictures are so them. My two little Peas. 2009 was a great year indeed.



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